Anger Issues

I have had anger issues from as far back as I can remember. Living with my mom was really hard for me and she put so much fear into me that I began to act out and do things that I normally would have never done. I felt like the entire world sucked and that everyone was bad etc, etc. It took me quite some time to come out of that. And while I’m not completely back to “normal” (If you wanna call it that), I still have my moments and I know that I have a lot to work on. Talking to people about things like this  is extremely hard and not something that I like to do, but I know at the end of the day that the only way I’m going to feel better is by working on it and being completely honest. I try to talk with most people but in all honesty, the only person I feel really safe talking to about this stuff right now is my boyfriend because I feel that we are close enough that he will listen and do whatever he can to make me feel better. I love being with him and I’ve never been happier. It just sucks that so much random crap is getting in the way.

Okay, so maybe I'm not THIS bad lol..

I really can’t wait to start talking to a professional and getting help so that my boyfriend and I can have time to think about things without all the outside pressure from family etc.